I hope this year is better then the last year.
I lost a very dear person at the end of last year. It was the last year I woud seee him and I did not know it. I only knew it was good bye on the last three weeks of his life.
He never sayed any thing about serious illness. I knew he was walking slower and sleeping a lot more. I use to drink beer with him untill he stoped.
Loosing him is not geting easier. It is getting harder. I still expect to see him.
When a frend called me to see how Im doing and I sad Im drunk all day and night she sayd good for you!
I deluded my self.
He realy is gone.
Why does God give you love and then take it a way? I think its so we never get tired of loving. If we all lived for ever we will be tired of each other after a while.
