I cant keep my eyes open. Im in a bad way since my love one past away.
I dont have much to say.Im not seeing my therapist no more.He was not much help to me.
I miss the blogs I use to read.I have not been livin I been surviving.
I love the ppl who I met from blogs a lot.
I drink the first thing when I get up.
I think about how much time I get left and how to use it.I want to use it to help ppl.I wonder if I can help any body even when I cant help myself.But thas what I want to do with whats left of my time.Im not young.
I love an miss you guys.t
1/26/15
I Finished the Nachos I Made Last night
I hope this year is better then the last year.
I lost a very dear person at the end of last year. It was the last year I woud seee him and I did not know it. I only knew it was good bye on the last three weeks of his life.
He never sayed any thing about serious illness. I knew he was walking slower and sleeping a lot more. I use to drink beer with him untill he stoped.
Loosing him is not geting easier. It is getting harder. I still expect to see him.
When a frend called me to see how Im doing and I sad Im drunk all day and night she sayd good for you!
I deluded my self.
He realy is gone.
Why does God give you love and then take it a way? I think its so we never get tired of loving. If we all lived for ever we will be tired of each other after a while.
I lost a very dear person at the end of last year. It was the last year I woud seee him and I did not know it. I only knew it was good bye on the last three weeks of his life.
He never sayed any thing about serious illness. I knew he was walking slower and sleeping a lot more. I use to drink beer with him untill he stoped.
Loosing him is not geting easier. It is getting harder. I still expect to see him.
When a frend called me to see how Im doing and I sad Im drunk all day and night she sayd good for you!
I deluded my self.
He realy is gone.
Why does God give you love and then take it a way? I think its so we never get tired of loving. If we all lived for ever we will be tired of each other after a while.
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