I picked up my turkey and cheese and honey from the food bank.
My ex hubby leaves today to see his family so Im taking his cloths to the laundrymat and wash them and dry them for his week away.
Hes giving me the keys to his place. He has a better newer oven and a Christmas tree all decorated up.
Plus he needs some body to feed and clean litter boxes of his cats. So I be spending more time there then at my place.
I was thinking of pitching in at the soup kitchen or the homeless shelter. Being alone on holidays is some thing I got use to. I dont feel sad or miserable about it and usally find people at the park and I know they rather have a nice cooked meal then be out in the cold.
Im not strangers with people for long when they got no place to go.
After the cloths are dried I take them to ex hubbies place. Come back home and get the turkey and go back with his gifts.
They arent much just stuff from the dollar store and wrapped up real nice with shiny paper and bows. We just like un wraping and seeing our new things..
I been drinking strong tea since I got up so I can get these things done.
Im going to have to write one of those to do lists which I never do because usually the list is just filled with drudgery that I like puting off but cant today.
I wish you a wonderful Christmas!
Peace be with you this Christmas and always XoXo
Oh this song poped up in my head last night remembering it from my child hood. Its sweet like you.
12/22/12
Wedding Ring and Stupidity
It just come to my head that Im still wearing the ring I asked Alex to put on my finger when I asked him to.
Since he was all ready married I should try geting it off again. I must have put on some weight because I tried soapy water and cold cream and its not moving.
Maybe its serves as a reminder to loose weight or maybe it means I should not jump in to relationships.
I wish I didnt need the feeling of loving or being loved.
I get lonesome some times.
Mostly I can go for long stretches with out romance or love. I do like my company until I get bored.
When I found out Alex was married I should have asked him to remove the ring. I was falling for him but I did get over him pretty quick. I guess because I felt more sorry for his wife then for myself.
The last time I had a ring stuck on my finger was when I was a teen and a mechanic I had a crush on tried prying it off with a rench for me. It hurt like a son of a gun as my finger swelled with all that roughness and my skin got cut even though there was vasoline on it. And I didnt want to interupt him cause I liked him so much.
I think he was not very bright only with cars. Before that I though he would take nice care of a girl as he did with cars. When I watched how tenderly he polished a car. I thought Boy he will be a great lover.But I was wrong.
Since he was all ready married I should try geting it off again. I must have put on some weight because I tried soapy water and cold cream and its not moving.
Maybe its serves as a reminder to loose weight or maybe it means I should not jump in to relationships.
I wish I didnt need the feeling of loving or being loved.
I get lonesome some times.
Mostly I can go for long stretches with out romance or love. I do like my company until I get bored.
When I found out Alex was married I should have asked him to remove the ring. I was falling for him but I did get over him pretty quick. I guess because I felt more sorry for his wife then for myself.
The last time I had a ring stuck on my finger was when I was a teen and a mechanic I had a crush on tried prying it off with a rench for me. It hurt like a son of a gun as my finger swelled with all that roughness and my skin got cut even though there was vasoline on it. And I didnt want to interupt him cause I liked him so much.
I think he was not very bright only with cars. Before that I though he would take nice care of a girl as he did with cars. When I watched how tenderly he polished a car. I thought Boy he will be a great lover.But I was wrong.
12/20/12
A Gal Gotta Do what A Gal Gotta Do!
My pc was put puting away to its end.
Thanks to your advice Gledwood my pc is up and staggering again.
I made a frisky friend at the bar and he carried my pc to his place and got it working.Barely working but it is working.
I like the guy who fixed it but he drinks so much liquor and pills I dont know if hes coming or going.
A little dirty dancing with him simmered him up for the repairs.He says he found mal ware on it and took it off.
Ex hubby was wearing this cute pin. I like it and asked him to get me one to.
Thanks to your advice Gledwood my pc is up and staggering again.
I made a frisky friend at the bar and he carried my pc to his place and got it working.Barely working but it is working.
12/14/12
My Computer is Sick
I have been struggling toget 3 or 4 minutes on my pc.
Its slowed and on its last legs.
I have to restart it every few seconds and drives me crazy.
I just want to wish my internet friends a merry Christmas in case my computer doesnt make it for repairs.
Im sorry to be missing out on my blog friends activity.
Hopefully it wont take to much cash and time to fix it. If its got to be replaced then Im in big trouble.
Peace be with you this Friday and always.
Its slowed and on its last legs.
I have to restart it every few seconds and drives me crazy.
I just want to wish my internet friends a merry Christmas in case my computer doesnt make it for repairs.
Im sorry to be missing out on my blog friends activity.
Hopefully it wont take to much cash and time to fix it. If its got to be replaced then Im in big trouble.
Peace be with you this Friday and always.
12/9/12
For Gledwood
You may already have seen this lil guy.He sure is a very sweet talkative lil Indian Ring Neck paraqueet.
12/5/12
Where Have all the Twinkies Gone?
Hostess use to sell Twinkies and Snoballs and other goodies but went bancrupt.
Now
a box of Twinkies on Ebay is 17.99 ridiculous! Its so strange that ppl will spend that much money when they only used to cost a couple dollars for a box.
I miss Twinkies but Ill live.Nothing I got on Ebay is selling not even my Marilyn Monroe memorabilia.I should have been prepared and loaded up on Twinkies to have some holiday shoping money.
Theres my ex hubbys freind.
He likes to drink but didnt have any money so I took him home and asked him if he can mop all 3 rooms of mine and I will let him drink as much as he wants.
Hes different.Alcohol makes him energetic and keeps him busy.
My last almost a bf was married and I found out and got all upset over it.Oh well.cant win em all.
At least my apartment is sparkling clean thanks to my new mr wonderful. We are just friends not more then that. He has no interest in dating after 2 long marriages and I think I might retire from dating to at least for a while.
The cute lil birdie on his shoulder is a sun conure who can really hit a high note when hes screeching.
He named the bird Baretta after the show.
Tomorrow I am going to un wind with a very long hot bath and drink my tea and read in my bath tub.
I like to indulge in a beauty day once a week to pamper myself.
My bath room floor is so shiny I better not forget to put the bath mat back. Everything is nice and clean and I will be all curly tomorrow when Im finished with bath.I wash my hair before and dry it and then I put the curlers on and with the hot dampness by the time Im out of the tub my hair will be all beautiful curls.
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12/4/12
Life is but a Dream for My bugerlugs and My Gledwood
Abe Lincoln said A person is only as happy as they make up there mind to be.I m not sure if thats the exact words but its the exact meaning.
I loved that quote and tried to live by it.
He looks so serene in every pix I seen of him. He looks so sensible like a very patient and understanding man. I see kindness written all over his face.
I wish I had that tatooed on my hand because I know very well that I am my worst enemy and how miserable Im able to make miself.
Drinking in the day time will always make me more sad. It makes all my problems worse. But now and then I guess I get bored and settle for misery as a change.
Happiness is a gift. Its something you have to grab and keep preshious because it is impatient doesnt linger around and will travel out of your grasp the moment you dont pay attention to it.
It knows how preshious it is and it knows what hearts accept it readily and who will savor it most.
You cant be passive or indifferent to it.
You either pursue it as it loves you to or let it go.
It doesnt stay long enough for you to decide.
Happiness is this good bacteria that can grow on you and raise a down cast mouth so high you wont recognize yourself in the mirror.
Its the best drink in the world. The kind you hold in your glass long and just take sips savoring and showing it complete appreciation.
The further away it races from you the longer it takes to charm it back.
It does not come in bottles of any kind. It wont be contained its to free spirited and can be very generous if you show it some respect.
It wants to be wanted.
And I want it and its come to me for as long as I can sincerly hold it.
Happiness is like a good hooker she knows what you want and gives more than you bargained for. Like a good hooker she knows when your done with her and moves on imediatly.No good byes or thanks because she will never reveal her face even if she had one.
But shes free of charge. Shes there for the taking.
Try to buy her and you offend her so deeply she may stay far away.
Try to buy her and you offend her so deeply she may stay far away.
Reach out and grasp her the very second she floats your way.
Remember she is the ultimate seductress but always honest.
When you tire of her she flees away so fast you dont recall ever geting aquainted.
Embrace her every minute of your lives. Treat her kindly and she will stay with you and what a partner she is!.
Just keep this spirit always close by and learn to love it even when you tire of it.
Wishing you peace and all good things.
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