Hot to Trot and Hot Headed ex Hubby

Since Saturday when my hubby brouht me 2 trash bags full of cloths I been feeling very guilty.

I met a real good looking and hot guy Saturday night. His name is Alex.

I seen him before but I didnt know he was interested in me. In that way. He asked me if he could by me a cup of coffee.

I dont drink it but I sayed yes because I wanted to get to know him better.

While we where drinking the coffee he put his hand on my knee.I could feel my face geting hot. When he walked me home I could see his breath in the air. Hes so hot!

I invited him in and we passed my ex hubbies bags of cloths. I felt guilty thinking about my own physical desires in stead of cleaning hubbys cloths so I told him good night and walked him to the door.

I lost some sleep thinking about abandoning my hubbys cloths and pursuing my fleshy pleasures.

I was wondering if Alex felt hot to.And if Alex was picturing me un dressed in his mind.

I feel guilty for not washing my ex hubbies cloths this week. I could have washed at least a bag of his socks or under pants.Am I selfish? My ex hubby been wearing sandals in the cold weather and he has a bad cold.

Still I want to be invisable to my hubby.Disappearing like a ghost. Not facing my ex hubby when Im falling in a new love.

An old man told me that he met lots of ghosts and most of them where much nicer then most people.Ghosts have good  table manners and make good drinking buddies.

I wonder if God permits any souls to fly down to earth or only angels? May be the the wingless ones are ghosts.

I seen Alex a nother time since the coffee. He was geting on the bus as I walking and I said hi. And he came down off the stairs and on the side walk and he smiled to me and asked me whats up Sugar?

I told him I was sorry I made him miss the bus and he said Dont worry about it any way I can use a long walk.